"This Doesn't Even Describe" by Thalana Hunter

This Doesn't Even Describe

A knife in the heart
would’ve made less pain
than feeling far apart
from you, with nothing to gain

A stab in the back
would’ve made more sense
than feeling a lack
of love and feeling tense

CHORUS:
My chest is stinging
My tears are burning
My cries are singing
From this feeling

This doesn’t even describe
what I’m trying to hide
No matter what I say
you’ll just shove it away

Can not go on like this
Not by how much I miss
this person I used to know
who I thought would never go

A slap in the face
wouldn’t steal my smiles
as you’re losing your grace
to me, makes me run for miles

A stomp on the knee
wouldn’t break my pride
But I could never see
this come, I can only hide

CHORUS

This doesn’t even describe
what I’m trying to hide
No matter what I say
you’ll just shove it away

Can not go on like this
Not by how much I miss
this person I used to know
who I thought would never go

You already made up your mind
You are way ahead of me
I’m falling behind
yet somehow my heart still works
Can’t you see
what could’ve been?

You cannot lie
by saying you love me
And I can’t deny
that I still love you
So now you see
what you do to me

This doesn’t even describe
what I’m trying to hide
No matter what I say
you’ll just shove it away

Can not go on like this
Not by how much I miss
this person I used to know
who I thought would never go

What I’m trying to hide
doesn’t even describe
this person I used to know
who I thought would never go

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