Shout out that counts
Dear Lord God, I know I’ve been distant
These times are hard and they getting twisted
It’s like I'm fighting a war an’ I never enlisted
An’ I could really do with just a lil’ assistance
Am i blind? ‘Cause I don't see you
An’ it’s like I'm deaf, ‘cause I don't hear you
Am I senseless? I feel defenceless
Though I know you're real, you’re right here, I sense this
But lately it’s hard to see, it’s hard to breathe
and blood’s hardly filling up my arteries
It’s like we're drifting miles apart
I want a change of heart like a heart transplant
I don't wanna cry no more
I got guilt that I don't wanna hide no more
I've tried before, but now I wanna strive for more
I wanna be clean like I ain’t ever lied before
But I get scared, so I haven't even tried to call
even though I know you got me every time I fall
Sometimes I just forget what I'm fighting for
but now that I recall, I've been down before
So I don't know what all this doubting's for
Sitting at the bar just downing more
I guess this is what it feels like
but I've never drowned before
That sinking feelin,. that feeling’s sickening
Lungs closing as waters rushing in quickly
I've tasted water and I've tasted life, kid
but the two combined, there's nothing like it
