My "allthing"
Haven't felt this way for such a long time
The alcohol seeping into the deepest recesses of my mind
All I want is a girl to pull the cup from my hand
hold me tightly and tell me she's all mine
She loves me for the brilliant man that I am
not the horror that I can be at the end of the night
All I want is to be loved and held really tight
Told that there's nothing wrong, but only what's right
That the moment she saw me she knew I was perfect
That she's all that I think about and all that she wants
‘Cause every time I see her smile I know she's the one
The one that makes every day worth breathing
every night worth sleeping
She's the light in my sky and the beat in my heart
She's the reason I wake to face a new day, the reason I start
I love her so much, blood sings in my veins just to love her
I'd bleed myself dry just to write her a message in the sky
"The reason I smile, the reason I can't die"
Honestly, right now nothing seems real
I've deleted every one that's ever mattered and I don't know
I try so hard but only ever seem to end up short
End up last, end up without a heart in my hand except for my own,
The same heart that's been thrown back again and again
I want forever, is that so bad?
I don't do moments or years, but lifetimes and tears
I want to be your everything like you are my “allthing”
the source of my joy and the source of my pain
I cry every day wishing to be in your arms
even if my smile says the world is bright
my heart is quite dark
I'm shattered deep down and I'm piecing myself together
but each love that I find is a fist smashing me down
I start back over, but I won't give up
until I find you and I know you're happy
It probably won't be me
but hey, its worth a try
‘Cause you're never gonna get what you don't ask for
Aah, it’s back again
I feel needles of cold all over my brain
Needles of sadness biting my skin
can feel it eating all the way to within
It all hurts so bad I don't think you know
People reap what they sow and I'm taking a mo'
‘cause man, I've done wrong and I've broken some hearts
And I know I done wrong but now my soul's breaking apart
This is the hellfire, this is the furnace
Feeling bitter torment in every crevice
I can’t escape or understand why,
You're so perfect and I'm so messed up
You're brilliant and stunning like a diamond sunrise
I see this face in my mind
contorted and haunted
Being tortured by your very essence and ...
... the words are leaving me now
What a horrible night
One that I will regret for a very, very long time
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