Middle Equals my Confusion
I never find I feel like the sun outside
Where I was or what I can be
and hold hands with your fingers on my wrist
I’ll pretend it was fun
and that we were more than lovers just by night
When I sit around you think something better
and tell me that I don’t understand the queue
But I’m so sure it's fine
We can feel this lie
and not be hearing things just kept for the better
I know you don't have to be this
I feel like we need to understand you
Don’t know if I could feel
like there was something that I could give you
I had no impression you had no defence
I was just the sword and life
I had something else to give
and when you write down on this cold and middle
I wish paper could erase all these sinister regrets
And I guess we had something else to give
I was fine? It was mean?
I was fine
Maybe I was energy to give
There's something else you'll need
and I feel sex could never feel the same
And when I hold his hand
I know that something's not that cold
And I feel I had something less and nothing to give
Know that I can make him see that this was nothing
but something ‘bout me
But something ‘bout me
I had no emotion here
I know some things should be clear
I wish everything could just feel fresh
but cold finger tips ...
Wishing that you'd be here
but I have something else to scream about
And you had nothing here
And I had something clear
And I feel like the future's nothing far from ending
And when you're pulling tight
there's something else that's right
It's not the sun shinning through the window
I had something else to give
It wasn't whole
It wasn't even real
I know that, know that
so far away from what you believe
You can’t forget that there was something here
You don’t have to go away and I
I wish you could make more sense
of everything's that right and everything's that wrong
You wait here in the corner
I think that you're strong, but you know that I’m weak
I keep my senses close and when I’m in that middle
I feel like I’ll pretend
that you had something to keep from yourself
And I don’t know why this wasn't far
And when we have time I’ll let you know
that there's nothing else, nothing else
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