"Don't want to be a monster boy" by Angus Opperman

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Don’t want to be a monster boy

I don’t want to be, this monster boy, I have become (I have become) I know what I’m right now ain’t me I know it’s not what you want to see... but I’m begging you baby please, please, please... give me a chance... to fix myself (and prove you wrong)
They say a real man is this, a real man is that
how real are the men that really say that
respect to the woman
everything have two sides
like a double lane, it supports two rides
the road is bumpy, dusty and rough
just like our relationship, hardly easy, mostly tough
cheating I had to swallow, it feels like many years
the liquid to soothe it all was lies mixed with tears
I built a bridge to get over it all
when I walked halfway over it, it crashed and I fell
the monster is unleashed and it’s hard to control
I hope the lord can still save me if the devil steals my soul
I don’t want to be, this monster boy, I have become (I have become) I know what I’m right now ain’t me I know it’s not what you want to see... but I’m begging you baby please, please, please... give me a chance... to fix myself (and prove you wrong)

Monsters don’t exist in the fantasy books
It’s here on earth you meet the real crooks
I’m ashamed to say that I’m also one of them today
and more ashamed to say a woman made me this way
now she wants to fix it all and it’s highly appreciated
this is a test to me and I’m the teacher who will grade it
I can see she tries her best
but it’s her only option
to stop the monster in me and give it up for adoption
if it continues like this I will lose everything
my family, friends and the chance to propose to her with an engagement ring
I try to move on but the shadow of the past follows me around
I see him stalking me on the wall, ceiling and ground
It bothers me even though I never showed it
because I don’t want to bring it up knowing there’s a chance that I might blow it,

but I’m asking for a chance to fix myself and get back on track and to show you that people can change for a fact

I don’t want to be, this monster boy, I have become (I have become) I know what I’m right now ain’t me I know it’s not what you want to see... but I’m begging you baby please, please, please... give me a chance... to fix myself (and prove you wrong)

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